A Void in My Heart

 I have A Void in My Heart. A hollowness in my stomach. Thoughts that tangle in my mind. The continuous recurrence of thoughts -- positive or otherwise-- which is never ending. Multiple dimensions, multiple perspectives, a number of sounds play; voices unheard point out questions to which unanswerable I am many a times. 

  I have A Void in My Heart that has succumbed to feelings. Empathy, which had been the essence of my personality, is withering with time and experience. Sometimes a loss saddens me, sometimes guilt of certain actions. A momentary fraction of cheerfulness blooms, while a sudden drift of emotional typhoon sweeps over the delight I felt. 

A metamorphosis of events shapes life's course. I never pondered upon the fact that I, was chosen to taste life so soon. Infancy, is what I crave for at present. The innocence of "what has been, and never more will be". I only wish life wasn't as cruel as it showed up for me. Yet, I persevere to shape my destiny, I manifest the power and potential to carve my own path, unhindered by the actions of my past.

SpeckyCaterpillar👓🐛